((((Sara))). You are dealing with a very difficult situation and handling it as well if not better than expected. Sadly, we just have to take each day and try to make it better than the one before. I just read the book, PS I Love You(yes, I've got the movie too) but in it, the husband that knew he was dying, planned out several tasks to get his wife to live again without him.
I am trying to do that. Maybe one step forward every couple of weeks. I have cried a lot this weekend and not just over my car. So I took a step backwards, I still have made tons of progress and so have you. Let's think of something small that will help you on your way to living shall we?
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory