It isnt selfish ~Sb...
You are Human ... remember that H-U-M-A-N~
say it with me.... Human.
This is going to take time hon......
it took me over 2 years of fumbling, stumbling.. falling on my face and then getting back up to get here...


Time and patience my friend...


It is ok to feel hurt and disappointed .. just dont let it consume you.. there is always tommorrow.
All my best to you,
~Ali