my story adventures of a WAW!

[christarn]

FG...I think I am getting what you are saying for the most part!

I tried to apply the principles today. Driving home from work, saw our old boat in the taco bell parking lot right by my house. pulled in gas station to get gas and smokes and curious who H was with...of course he was with PIA! None the less, After fueling up and getting smokes...I left...he was pulling out..he went by fast I think he waved...they were in seperate vehicles...so i figured what the heck...called friendly...up beat cheery...it went to vm, just said, it must be nice to spend the day on the lake drinking beer, while some of us have to wipe tooshies all day!! hope you enjoyed the awesome weather!

i want to be very careful, he gets annoyed very easily...so i am done texting/calling for a while. oh, and he text messaged me back...he doesn't believe in calling!

thoughts about the apology? Here is my idea...no more contact from me for a week or so...then mail it, wait another week or so, then start in on our plans...i'm scared if we start anything, then i try to apologize he may feel as if i am manipulating the situation.

Forrest, I have watched both my parents die right before my eyes...the hardest thing i have ever done, is to watch the man i love more than life itself...walk out of a taco bell with another woman...that being said i am ready to get this right...i am ready to do work and fight to save my R/M.

thank you
christa