Journaling. Really bad couple of days for me. I cry off and on all the time. Can't engage with the kids, can't shake this gloom. I know that it's all a rollercoaster and that I will go back up again, just hating where I am.
H is being suck a jerk it's becoming easier and easier to watch him walk away.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09
