Strange feeling again.

On my way home, I was going to stop by Home Depot for some things. I automatically call roomie to ask her if she wants or needs anything from the store. I catch myself and hang up after a few rings to her work number. I buy what I want and go home. Wash some clothes. Wash the dishes. Going to plan my evening. It is raining A LOT, so I will stay in. Don't know about roomie.

I almost want to tell her to go do something. I know she won't want to be home with me tonight. Tell her not to feel like she HAS to stay home. If she wants to, then fine. We got some movies we haven't seen yet. "The Orphanage", "Fools Gold", and "Under the Same Moon."

She picked out the last two.

I will go into town later to pick out what I want to cook. Maybe something different and creative. A bottle of wine. And a cigar. Haven't smoked one in over a year.

I had forgotten that yesterday, roomie had made sure that we went by the cigar shop in the mall. For me. She likes the smell of cigars. I didn't buy one because they are a little pricey there.

I just thought that was odd for her to want to do that for me. Not trying to read. Felt good though.

Nice dinner for myself tonight, unless roomie wants to join me. Wine. Cigar. And movies all night.

Roomie did call about an hour ago. Asked if I had heard from the girls. When she left them off, D11 asked if they had to stay all day. Like she didn't want to spend the night. They haven't called me. Roomie tells me she will call my mom before she heads out from work. Just in case the girls changed their minds about staying the weekend. I tell her I am doing some things in the house because it is raining outside. Nearly since I got home.

Then she said she'll call me after she checks on girls. She might pick them up. And she still has to make some payments at some stores.

I say,"Ok".

Last edited by hopeful4her; 07/05/08 11:01 PM.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."