Chris, Last night I took a very long shower. It was nice not to have to worry about D and there were no interruptions. Just me and my thoughts.
Do what you wouldn't be able to do if they were there.
Amen to that!!! You would be amazed what you can come up with. But keep yourself busy...sometimes the down time can make your mind think.
I have found a great website that says amplifies the as if, so if I start thinking about the current situation, I take a deep breath, and dream of what I would like to happen. That helps tremendously, and my mood is ultimately improved.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..