Where is the real me? What do I want?

[Purple]

I'm going to get the important thing out of the way first.. did you think I wouldn't read the whole list so you buried it in between the others??

Co Dependent No More; Facing Love Addiction; Where to Draw the Line; How to give a Mind Blowing BJ; Transform Your Life; Loving and Listening

too funny!! Was it good? Did you learn something? Inquiring minds want to know!! Of course, not sure what I'd do right now with any tidbits of information that book may have it!

Tee hee....I actually just transferred my list of books (I wrote them up a while ago) and thought it'd be funny to put that in. I do actually own it and bought it at the same time as I bought the um, opposite sex one for h. Unfortunately it doesn't appear that he read it very carefully :(. I, however, pored over my copy and put it to good use...

oops gotta go...d7 has woekn up..later

Yeah our library has audiobooks, but it's usually Jane Eyre type stuff.

and definately not the above mentioned one!

Heh...I realised when I read my post again after reading your reply that it could have been taken that I was peeved. I'm not...at least not at my friends here.

I know.. it's ok, didn't take it that way.

More angry at myself that I am not getting anywhere on my journey.

where are you headed? Why do you say you're not getting anywhere? Or are you just not getting where you want to go as quickly as you want to get there? Or is the place you though you wanted to go not looking like the right place to go to now?

I've always been anxious and not wanting to hurt peoples feelings. Now, just becuase I have always been that way, does _that_ mean that's who I am? I hope not. I don't really want to be like that.

so you want to hurt people's feelings?

Or are you tired of hurtin/denying your feelings when you are doing things that don't hurt theirs?

I know I can change, I just don't know if it's possible to do it and carry on a relationship that needs a whole lot of work.

You can't change you without the R changing as well. The other option is to work on the R without changing you, which seems sort of pointless? It will take work.
sounds like you're up for it!

' His Needs Her Needs,

have heard much about this one.. maybe will pick it up on my next month's purchase from audible.

Hmm...dispatch? Haven't heard of them/him/it?

An indpendent label band .. had a reunion concert in NY a year ago.. central park I think.. 300,000 people.


Here's probably their most popular song to date:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMD5Pptc-JQ

not my favorite but probably most air play time.