D17 was with her dad for the 4th. I had a nice time at a cookout and didn't have to worry about D17. I was content. However, later I received an email from my SIL saying they had gone to exH's cookout for a short time and mentioned seeing D17 and lots of his boating friends. It hurt to think he was having a big party instead of having D17 as his focus (D17 has told me before she doesn't enjoy his boating friends). It also hurt that he's moving on with such ease......(of course, he had a head start!)
