i think one of the things that's bugging me is that this life i'm living right now......was chosen for me. Almost as if I didn't get a say in the matter....

which might or might not be the case....

almost as if i want ot scream at my wife...."why would you break up our family? I know i wasn't perfect, but neither were you! I can change......believe me!"

i'm having a pity party...LOL....i know it. just need to a bit.


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams