I haven't posted much for a lot of reasons. Some of which are good and some are not so good.
First, the bad stuff. Well, not so bad I guess. Here is the situation: I'm becoming more and more sure that my wife was seeing Nick before she told me she wanted a divorce. There are too many things that don't make sense. If that isn't the case then I have never seen a relationship go from zero to sixty faster than this one. According to my son my stbx has a picture of him on her desk at work and one of him and her with his kids in her wallet. That didn't go over well with my kids. I had to do a little damage control on that one.
My kids are plotting ways to talk stbx into coming on vacation with us in the fall. She is telling them that it would be "uncomfortable" for her.
The whole way home they were telling me that they are worried she is going to get married this weekend. I did assure them that I know for sure that wont happen, but it is interesting they feel it's that serious.
On the positive side: I am fine. Funny that I am but I am fine. You see, I know my heart can love again. That I can find true love. And I know someone out there will love me. It's amazing how that thought can put a smile on your face. It can brighten your day and bring sunshine into your heart.
I know you are doing really well. But it sucks anyway to imagine the kids seeing his picture everywhere...
I have been thinking a lot about meeting someone down the road who will love me the way I deserve to be loved. It is a good feeling to know that it WILL happen, at some point. I am glad you know that, too.
I am glad you are back. Sorry your kids are having a hard time dealing with the D. I am sure you will be able to make it easier for them. After all you are a great dad, right? You have a big heart and will do whatever you have to do to help them get through this... K
When can we finally start planning that stupid Airport Kiss you described ages ago...? (when Jeff fainted) S
