I hate myspace!!

[bluerain]

I spent the night crying, spent almost the whole day in bed. Not really feeling bad, just exhausted. I havent heard from him today, but I will see him tomorrow. The thing about the children is SO painful, I had a miscarriage last winter, and have wanted a baby since, knowing now that we both wanted it, just couldnt be open about it is almost a worse bomb than finding out about the PA. This is something that I really want to talk about, what do you guys think? We havent discussed the miscarriage since it happened, I just dont know.