Trouble on the lake erie shore #3

[Neilh23]

sometimes i wonder if i can do this....i doubt myself alot. I know why...its complicated, but i understand why i do now.... i can go from having complete confidence that this will work (see above...LOL) to now doubting that any changes i make will save my marriage. I know, I know. I shouldn't make the changes just so my W will, for lack of a better term, return.....it's just....i miss those things that come with a marriage. partnership. someone to share things with......

i guess i'm feeling a little lonely right now. the 2d's are sleeping......and rather than text my wife...i come on here. so at least i have this...