Really she doesn't use email. Ok just really kill it about the schedule. Its screwed up. Did you hear what I said the last 300 post ago. I want to see my kids everyday. OK. Plus our everyday interaction gives me an opportunity to be nice to her. Lets her see that the house isn't falling about with out her, but in some ways it is.
dryheat, I know its not going to get me anywhere. The goose and the gander. I said maybe it might help in the reconcilation process if that ever occurs. I think maybe the blame game will not be in the process of reconcilation. In retrospect if you think about it now we are in the process of reconcilation we are just apart. I want to get you back for this or that.
Journaling:
Anyway I was working on that door. I have three hours into it and it still isn't done. It only took her a half a minute to yank it off the hinges and throw it out the back french doors before the deck was put on.
Well she texted me at 4. When do you want the kids. I wait ten mintures and I text back 16 hours ago. Now.
She drops them off at 4:30. Looking like a sex kitten again. This time she was dressed conservative. The kids came in and she was ringing the doorbell like crazy and just came in. She said where is daddy to the kids. My daughter said he is working on putting on my bedroom door. Oh really. She said.
Then she walks out. I said I thought you worked at 5:45. She says she does and is in a hurry and has to (catches her self.) still have to go home and get ready.
So I just go back to my door. Then I see her bringing in a laundry basket. She brings it in and says your son had an accident 1 hour into sleeping. She was outside now. I said you mean our son. She says no, when he does that kind of stuff he is your son. I give her the one minute sign and I walk toward the car. I said really he does so well here, and he didn't drink anything since 8:30. I said well you will figure it out, I know it is challenging. She in frantic mode like she is running late. I said ok, I'll talk to you later.
Man, I just can't take it. I went in the room and just got my knee's prayed and cried. I mean I had to force myself out of bed today.
Now the kids are here and they have an attention span of about 5 seconds. They need this, they need that. They can't do anything for themselves because there mother waited on them hand and foot.
I think I'm looking at a few more hours just to fit that blank door in an old frame. The center of the frame is bowed. Looks like I have to do a lot of chiseling just like I had to do the last door. I bet I had 20 hours in that last door, and it still isn't perfect.
But all I can think of in my head is how my wife always said I was so lazy.
