Hey guys, thank you for visiting (((julia)))(((jeff))))

Julia, it is HILARIOUS that you are asking me for recipes b/c I used to post them on my site all the time. I have a pretty awesome chocolate toffee cookie recipe, or the always-classic chocolate chip. Which one do you want, darlin, or shall i post both??? ;\) I welcome your thought on the text. I decided to wait a little longer... the 4th of july was actually a turning point for us early in the R so I thought I would let it go by instead of sending a text on a sort of anniversary type day, but I am probably OVERTHINKING!!!! Also, do you have american measuring cups? if not I have some muffin recipes that are on the cookie-ish side (chocolate chip ricotta for example) that are already translated into grams.

Jeff, thank you always for visiting ((((JEFF))))).

Update... yesterday I went to yoga class and did sundial pose. wow!! It felt totally awesome!! I had no idea I could do something like that... I know Jeff teases me about being a man in jail who likes muffins, do not worry, the picture is NOT of me, just the best picture I could find online of someone doing sundial pose!

My teacher is all about core strength right now... it actually makes me angry sometimes because all these poses I thought I "knew how to do", well, it turns out you can really CRANK UP the difficulty level when you start engaging your core strength. Oh, the feeling of incompetence in the face of a new challenge!! \:\)

Otherwise... feeling kinda lonely. I have just been taking care of stuff here in ATL... cleaning, setting up appts with new tutoring students, trying not to melt in the heat. B is on my mind way more than usual, and somewhere inside I feel like we are back together ???!!! I do not know if this is total delusion, classic freudian wish fulfillment, some kind of intuition of where he's at, me clinging to the past, whatever, I have no idea. Last summer at this same time he asked for a month of NC and came back at the end and told me ILY and we had a huge breakthrough... maybe somewhere deep inside I want that to happen again. Has anyone else had this strange sensation while DBing??

Happy fourth of july!!! (((EVERYONE)))
I'll be watching fireworks on my roof and thinking of all of you
LOVE,
TRANSFORMER