SC, Keep going! Open the floodgates. You are amazing. And you are lucky to have that H of yours, he's an advanced DAM as FG would say!
Do you have voyeuristic tendencies ? (totally teasing)
There is some stuff that I will never share. Just believe me when I say, it's even more complicated.
It is interesting to me that I have to open my journal & planner to remember what happened.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.