The kids and I went to the local fireworks last night. Glad we did but we are all a little tired today. H called while we were there. Said there was a problem with the baseball tix and we can't use them. I told him ...no problem..as i truly understood.
He came by a little while ago. Showed me the tix...which are invalid..but he did have them. I told him it was not necessary...as I did believe the story he told me. He could have used 2 other tix and taken d12 but he said he didn't want to do that.
Anyway, he was here for a bit. I was outside reading and he was in with d13. She fell asleep and a little while later he said he was leaving. Had to pick up his glasses he left at work last night (since he doesn't have a spare pair...thus my suspicion about the eye ins. card).
H said he had a work party he was invited to go to today. He found out about it last night. Whatever. I will be with the kids. S16 is having his gang over later. I know my children are longing to be with h's family at his sister's house. I do not know if they were invited or not (she would have told h)...but I know they miss the family life and being with all of their aunts, uncles,cousins. It sucks.
So H is off. Couldn't stand to be here at holiday time. I have to wonder if he thinks about the great 4ths we had in the past. Big family gatherings and happy kids. It breaks my heart...all over again.
I truly think he is so done with our R and life together. He will not do the work to fix this. I guess we are not worth the effort.
