Hon, you can get anti-depressants from your dr. Sometimes they can give you samples. They will want to monitor your reaction. Mine saw me once a month. I think it is best if you start using them now. It takes a week or so to start feeling more like normal.
Please give them a try. I have all the faith in the world in you. Happy 4th.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory