Thank you for helping me see things clearly. I will look into some temporary medicine for this time....or maybe wait until after retrouvaille?????
I see what you are all saying. How do I go about this? Does a counselor prescribe them? I haven't seen a counselor for over a year and I dont think I could just call her and get some....she would want to see me and she is the one that thought H and I should separate anyway...not pro marriage. I could contact my family doctor but she doesn't know anything about this and would require an office visit. I just saw my gyno...would she prescribe something like that? She knows of my situation because I had the whole std testing to make H feel better.
Update....not much new.....went shopping, bought new jeans (2 sizes smaller than my smallest jeans....dont think I've ever been a size 4 before, stress and depression is the best diet in the world), then met a friend out for drinks. Ended up seeing some old high school friends at the bar that I haven't seen since they came to my wedding over 12 years ago. It was nice. H is still camping with S. We texted each other often and he is coming home for dinner tonight and then we are all going to the fireworks together.
