I was supposed to go to my boss' this morning for a pancake feed. My Dad wanted me to check a couple things on the car before I drive so I probably won't go now. Then I was supposed to go this afternoon to my parents for fireworks.
I hope you can go out and do something today; like the fireworks with your parents so you can hopefully get their support and maybe be able to get your mind off your horrible H for a little while today!
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I realize how little he cares for me while he is in this alien state. There is emotion there, him getting angry at me when I hit a nerve. Last night was the first night in two years that I didn't pray that our marriage work out. I just can't stand someone who has so little regard for me, especially when I was in crisis mode.
That is so true, just the me me me me me (who was that 1st came up with that???--so funny but so true!!!!)I started I think a week or two ago to stop praying for my marriage to work out, instead I do pray for a loving husband (but I'm not telling God which one I should have anymore)!
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You guys have seen him so clearly and I still had my rose colored glasses on, refusing to see the worst. Hopefully this will help me get over the last bit of caring I had for the f*cktard(Thanks Sugar, I like that one!)
We all have our rose colored glasses on! Well most of us anyway. It's hard and painful I think to accept how our WAS have changed, are acting, etc. I do think like this too that it helps you get over the caring we had for them; when my H is horrible, it helps me detach and think about divorcing without as much pain as I once would have had.
I hope you can try to have an OK day today! So sorry he kind of rained on your holiday like that!!! Karen
