This morning I was having a rough one.. i couldn't stop thinking about W.. still can't , it's driving me nuts, we spoke real briefly this morning and she mentioned she was going to the bank to change her name there Monday and had a bunch of running around to do.. as much as i want to save my M.. i am getting real close to just saying F it.. I love her.. don't know if she realizes it... anyways i'll go over the stupid papers tomorrow and go from there, i guess i just need reassurance that everything will be allright...
