Happycamper: Have others had this sense of indecision? In order to start work on R now, or even to hold it open in case H changed his mind, I would have to stop all my moving forward.
Welcome to DB land, indecisions, uncertainty, ups, downs, maybe's could be, will never be, what if, should I and on and on and on - sorry.
Some on the best advise I received here, was think about what you want, your decisions should be decisions you can live with today and years from now. If you can look back on this and say the decisions I made where the right ones for me. Just remember you cannot control your H, you can only control what you do.
A lot of the DB is, taking care of yourself, working on yourself, doing 180 stuff and GAL. I know its hard, but I know for a fact that when I do stuff for myself (I haven't in years) just like joining softball team at work, or getting involved in church, when I need W to watch the kids becasue I have a life, it drives her crazy.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
