Trouble on the lake erie shore #3

[Neilh23]

i know it's not about her. the hard part is that i did look to her to make me whole, and that was a big issue. for me, recognizing it, and then actually putting that into play are two differnt things..LOL.

patience is not my strong point sometimes.

besides that, my biggest stumbling block is fearing she won't notice the changes, even tho i shouldn't worry about whether she does or not. although, i know she does. she's commented on them, plus she will ask if there's something wrong when i'm not chipper on the phone....those are good signs.

again, patience is not my strong point....LOL