I think because we get along it really just zaps the life out of me. I know partially it is because I'm holding my tongue about the stuff I know about his parasite but the fact that we do seem to have moments of "old feelings" however brief they were also wears me out. When I'm not around him, I'm detached fine, it's seeing each other that has me emotionally tapped out.

He was really happy to see the critters and he was emotional about seeing them. We also exchanged 2 text messages since, playful ones.

Baby steps.

I went and bought more Omega 3s and Flax Oil capsules. Good for that extra boost of the brain - in conjunction with my elliptical machine. Want to try to boost the serotonin levels.

I blew off going to the outdoor show last night, but now I have to force myself to go to the one on Tuesday. I've got to start leaving the house in the evening, instead of watching the clock to let myself go to bed after nine pm.

Abbey

Last edited by Abbey; 07/04/08 11:40 AM.
T:22, M:20
H:55 Me:45
H-OW PA: N/07
OW Jan08
Bomb:Feb/08
S: Apr/08
Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11
Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess.
Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.