You are getting advice from people who understand much better than I what you are going through.
Listen to cookie! She's done this, when I was reading your posts I though I was reading about her!
Heh...thanks Jeff.
I am wistfully reading cookie's posts and hoping that though it looks impossible that I could love my h again, there is a chance that if i can change, then he can too. I just don't know if he will like who I am and I don't know if I'll like who he is.
** Purple
As soon as you trust yourself you will know how to live. Goethe
