she moved out and dosent want me to know were she lives because she feels like she was " Abused in the marrage. she wants no pressure, as in me flirting. so i jonly can kind of act like a " Buddy" she has a lot of past she cant seem to let go of in our 6 years of dateing and 2 of M. she brings up old arguments every time and in her own friend words " she tells storys about you guys untill I think she belives them in her own head."
I was a neglectfull man who yelled to much. I admit that. she says she sees changes in me but just cant seem to get over her hurt. all i can do is be myself.
she told a friend last night she wanted to serve me papers today, but then she cancelled out lunch date at the last minute. i was persueing, i was nice. but she would change a comment like " you look nice today mabey we should go see a movie and I could tell ya how pretty you look" to.. and I qoute " he told me he wanted to to do me, and my co-workers were all standing ther" so I guess I will backe WAYY off. its the only thing I havent tried. what do I got to loose? I am spliting our money up as I do feel she has been living off of me by buying stuff and going out.
