she called and asked if I still wanted to get lunch today. I was upbeat and didnt show that i knew.
she called back 20 min later and canceled the lunch date. I just told her OK have a good weekend.
Monday morning I am going to the bank to talk to a banker about what I should do. she told her frien I guess that she was done when she moved out 6 months ago she just realises it now. she cant get over the " abuse" she had to take in out marrage. she dfosent look at me the same.
in ths same breath her friend told me that she seemed in lala land. she was talking about how great her job wqas going and how fun it was to go danceing 2 nights a week but o ya she was going to give Marcum papers because she jusat cant get over what happned in the marrage. she seems in denile that it takes TWO to either make ofr break a marrage. she wanted that new relasonship smell but didnt want to try on her end.
do I want her back? yes but not as she is. she would not talke about any problems in our M untill they were so bg that no matter what I did she was leaving. I need someone to TALK TO ME and let me know how they are feeling.
I will be LRT now. I will have to contact her before the 15 to let her know I am finaly spliting the money. I miss my friend
