I hate myspace!!

[bluerain]

My H changed his myspace info, from married to in a relationship, then he changed his top friend to her (with my picture right next to her, WTF??). The most painful part is that he changed the part where it said he doesnt want kids to he wants them someday. I have been wanting kids for a while now, but he didnt, so I kept my mouth shut. Its just another coulda shoulda woulda.

When I saw that I called him this is what was said:
Me: "So you want kids now?"
H: "yes" (quietly)
M: "Me too! (crying) Why didnt you say anything? I would daydream about how we could tell your mom. How long have you wanted kids?"
H: "For a while now."
M: "I even thought of a name, Aaron Christopher"
H: "I dont know what to say"

I dont know what to say is a big improvement over the usual silence.
I found out about the affair through myspace, found out that it was still going on through there, everyone else found out that way, it was mortifying.
This hurts so much.

I sent her a text, I know, bad idea, it said: I just want you to know that I do love him. With everything I have. Please Please stop this.

She sent one back that said: I think You have the wrong number or something.

So my freind called the # and asked if april was availible, and she said "no, this is dallas' phone." So it I had the right number, she just didnt want me to call her on her actions.

I replied: Oh, I thought you were the girl having an affair with my husband. I just wanted to tell her that I do love him and ask if she remembered how much it hurt when her husband cheated on her. Thats all, sorry to bug you.

Dont worry, I wont contact her again, I said everything that I had to say.

Im so tired of this, I thought that I had cried all I could, but I was wrong!