There is nothing you could say to make this better. Actions are going to be more effective.
I never really apologized for anything during the time i was with him...I don't think anyone in his life has apologized for doing wrong things to him. i can't help but wonder if this "action" would be effective...and speak mountains to him...show him, that i'm not too proud to say that i'm sorry and know that what I did was childish and immature, and acting out of those behaviors?
Originally Posted By: Forrest Gump
For him yes.. you are picking up the pieces. For you.. we are starting over. That is what makes this hard.
Starting over from what point...the beginning, where i walked out, now?
Originally Posted By: Forrest Gump
What time zone are you..
why the ? about the time zone? what time zone r u?
I guess the nurse in me, has to have all the pieces of the puzzle make sense. Each body system feeds off of the other...kidneys shut down, effects the heart, which in turn effects the lungs...etc etc etc....i need all of this to make sense...i'm ocd about it, it's the one thing i can not control, i am well aware of that...but it is the one thing in my life that is out of control!! if that makes sense?? i'm rambling..tired, can't sleep...time is ticking, alarm is going to go off in 5 hours..yuck!
happy 4th to all i will be wiping sick people's tushys all day! thanks FG! I will buy you a box of chocolates!! christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
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