Retrouvaille here I come

[Dr LOve]

Thanks hoosiermama and Yoyo and yes you too Tal...

Basically 7 days left. I will not believe it until we walk through the doors. I hope it is not too religious because the will turn wife off and possibly make her shut down.
Today was ok. W is really worried about our money sitch. It is so strange that I really could care less if we lost the house and everything else. (Well my jeep is paid for).
You see the way I look at life is as long as you have a partner then you will survive.
I think the stress would be allot less if Wife would just let me in. Like I said before, our "deal" was that I give her space and she will go. This has been rather easy. I think it was easy because I knew there was an end. It is so hard to give our spouses space when we don't know if the next day will be the last.
My Wife has no plans of leaving me. It may be because of the fact she has no job and knows financially it wood suck. Me I really don't care. I have been hurt so bad that this will be the last chance. The last chance that my wife and I can work things out on our own. If Retro does not work then I will have to let family know what I have been going through.
July 15th will be our 19th wedding anniversary.
Is it an omen that we are doing this 4 days before? I did not plan it that way it just happened.
Well tomorrow we are having a party that we can't afford. We were not going to have it this year but EVERYONE loves our 4th of July fireworks and my BBQ. They kind of invited themselves.
Ok I am rambling now been up since 4 am. (It’s 9:15 pm now)

Later
The Doctor has left the building...

Bye