"When I start behaving like the old Kathleen, I try and change my attitude, going almost straight to DBing."


This right here was the most important thing you said.

I am fairly sure.. you said the old K.. knows what to do.

Why can we all see the old K. <--- not a question.

I just read your letter today. I will get to it.

I have my own list.. It is bigger than me at times to.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.