Thanks hopeful..you are right i do hold the cards right now. H even told me so and when i brought up divorce or seperation he was very upset and told me that he didn't want that..But i want the fairytale right now and my bruised ego can't seemt o forget how much he seemed to love the OW and just how close they were. But H told me that if he wanted her that is where he would be..But still i couldn't believe him..I mean the man lied to me four times telling me he was done when he would start up again 2 weeks later. so trust is difficult for me..But you are so right I need to be more patient.. He sent me a text a little while ago..just said good night..I haven't replied though..Not sure if I should..I'm tired so I may just go to bed.
Me: 36 H: 34 2 D's: 10+13 Married: 13 yrs(Together 15) Found out about A-Jan 08 Finally ended April 08..I hope?? Struggling to co-exist in peace