I've come full circle/LTA & MLC 7/8

[kat727]

I am so glad I can come here and talk to all of you. Turns out H was at OW's. I told him that I was sorry that I called him, I didn't even think but I didn't know who else to call. We sadly started some R talk and he said it always turns to this, you think I am broken and need to be fixed, I said well there is something wrong when you are effecting at least 10 people evryday and hurting most of them while you are at it. But the two of you don't even seem to care about that.

I guess in your world because I am in such a bad place I should just hop into bed with the first guy that shows some interest so that I will be in a much better place. He says when did I say that. I said that is what you are telling me what you did, so why not me.

It gets worse and I told him that just because he carries a picture of Jesus in his car doesn't mean all of his wrongs will be wiped away. Just because you moved out of the house before you decided to make it physical doesn't make it right.

He said I wasn't upset about my car or the accident I just wanted him at the house so I could start R talk. What an arrogant SOB. I need to stop crying...I'm taking a break.

kat