Firstly I would like to thank all of you lovely people that helped to lock my thread over in Newcomers.. So thank you OD (a.k.a Lisa), JeninVen (a.k.a Jen), Dry Heat (a.k.a Jeff) and Kalni (a.k.a Sunshine or Maria).
I also want to thank Ali for her post... you are such a sweetheart. And can you believe I saw H tonight and forgot to ask what time he was born? I'll see his Mom on Saturday so I'll ask her!
This is my 7th thread! I've recently looked back to how I sounded in my first thread and I am SOOOOO grateful that I've gotten to the point where I know I will survive without my H. I, like most others on this board, thought that my world was over when this nightmare began.
So in a nutshell.. My H dropped the bomb that he wasn't happy at the end of November 2007. He moved out in January 2008... So pretty much December, January, February and March were all cr@p. I quit my job that I REALLY disliked at the end of March and have been home with my daughter ever since. H has told me he loves me, I get a kiss hello and goodbye, he talks futuristically about us at times, we bought a condo together that will be ready in late 2009 or 2010 and yet he still is not living at home. I think that's the gist of it.
Journaling
Rec'd a report card for D2 from her daycare.. and it's got me worried. She was ranked as "concerned that she is not developing at the right level" or something like that. My D2 is a very spirited little girl. She doesn't like to sit down.. she is go, go, go! Has a lot of energy and is very easily distracted. My main concern about her is that she doesn't listen. It is something I've been working on with her for months.. and I know it's a problem at daycare too. But, the daycare wants to book a meeting with me (and H?) to discuss their concerns. D2 gets letters and numbers mixed up and doesn't really try when I try to work on colours with her.. she's a very smart child it's just that she doesn't focus. Anyway, I feel like I'm failing my daughter. I think I'm just going to try to make learning more fun for her. I haven't really pushed it and I guess it's time that I show her how important letters, numbers and colours are.
Other than that I met my H for a movie matinee today. We went to see Wanted with Angelina Jolie. It was great. I enjoy a good action movie and some of the scenes (although completely unrealistic) were fantastic!!! Afterward I went to pick D2 up from daycare and H headed home to prepare dinner.
He left at about 10:00 o'clock... after a it of chit chat.. He said that he'd like to be at the daycare meeting if he could work it out with his schedule.
