Well, the three of us girls leave early in the morning for our road trip.

I'm so excited!!!!

Just relaxing with the dog, and getting the finals done.

Some new developments....

Yesterday H called S19 and told him about their trip as they are leaving Sunday for 2 weeks ( I'm so glad that they will be going H is getting reconnected with the kids))

I called H back and asked him what day he was leaving. I wanted to make them a lasgagna and oatmeal miffns for the trip.

Usually when WE go up there I do this kind of stuff before we leave so that on those days when you don't want to cook it's done.

Lasagna is all of their favorite. He was quiet when I told him what I wanted to do and then thanked me. Told me I didn't have to and then thanked me again.

I had to go out shopping and pick up some last minute stuff and H called my cell.

H I was wondering if I could borrow your wheelbarrow. pause....my....our wheelbarrow( he doesen`t know what to call stuff anymore when he asks for permission!) `

E you`re so cute ;\) (oops that`s what I would have said when we were together)
Sure no problem

H thanks

H also can I use the cooler?

E sure go ahead

H thanks

E the lasagna is already cooked and I will freeze everything all you have to do is thaw it out and nuke it.

H yea thanks I really appreciate it, thanks alot

E no problem

small talk...

H what time are you leaving? Hmm 3rd time he has asked

E early

H Have a good trip, have fun

E yea thanks ,you too relax and enjoy

Thanks
k bye
bye


good interaction I hope...


I had to call S21 to give him instructions on meal I was preparing for him to cook in crock pot tomorrow

S21 hi mom

E hy kiddo, where are you?

S21 dads

E what are ya doin`?

S21 shovelling....pause

E what..... s--t

H (laughing) I heard that

E Oops

(S21 little laugh too)

anyway continued to conversation with S

Hmm I hope I didn;t mess anything up.


Also found out this weekend from SIL that he told her that he still loves me but not in love with me.

She told him that maybe H should tell me that

H said yea I should.....and I think this is when he brought it up about 2 weeks ago.

I`m still wondering what is happening. But I am seeing more of the old H recently.

This is really throwing me for a loop.

I don`t want to mess this up.

Any advice would be great from someone looking at tis from the outside.

E

"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"

Being the calmness in the storm......