Help me Act AS IF, Part 7: The Separation

[newnamenewlife]

Thanks, gfi--you're sweet. I've checked in on your thread--but remind me--is your H living at home still, or has he moved out?

The girls and I are off to visit my cousins in Boston for July 4th weekend. Who knows what H will do. He's a freaky loner lately. It is SO weird for the girls and I to be here, in our house, having dinner, knowing that he's only a mile away, alone in his own apt (and I do believe he is alone and that that's how he wants it for now.). WHY? Fortunately, the girls seem less aware of it than I do. I guess they still have their daddy--it's me who no longer has her H.

I hope things start to look up for me in the months ahead, because right now (as you can tell), I'm feeling pretty low.