I must look like a dizzy fool, eh?

I AM a fool. A fool.

But I truly believe that I can look at myself a year from now and know that I tried. I made a ton of mistakes along the way, but I really tried.

It's been so hard. So hard. Just ready for her to go.

Weird feeling. PLEASE just go. Don't want a D, but just go. Don't really want you to go, but please just go.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."