WOW!! progress w H? Keeping my PMA

[pisces9]

i need to vent.
i was at a sales meeting all week- lots of guys..major flirting for me. ive never been a big flirter- just with my H. i truly felt guilty and freaked out from flirting w other men. i am so scared that i will have to go out into the dating world and i hate it- all about sex and it makes me sad. my H hasnt replied to an invite i sent him for a concert (last minute) that invited him to tonight and i am extra sad....i am getting impatient and i need help. i feel like i cant do anything about it- and i know i cant fix him but i am just so annoyed. i dont want it to end, but i cant stand the fact that this is going so slow. dont worry- i wont do anything to f it up but im just so frustrated and lonely.

the singles world is gross and i am just so not excited about it- i hope i dont have to do it.....feeling crappy.

help