saw your thread was locked. Its going to be ok cat it is. 4th is a little funny for me too, the 8th was bomb day, the 4th was the last time I saw my ex in laws. 6 yrs, and I am fine about it , but remember when something is brought up.
Its still new for you, but you sure are doing great! We are allowed to have down days , especially us women! Please have a nice holiday w/ your booboos
Be Happy for this Moment, This Moment is your Life