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Lord, please show cat how your peace can surpass anything she could have ever hoped to get from X. Help her to experience the peace and freedom that comes from living rightly with you and being FREE from one who made life difficult to enjoy. Help her to put the sadness of betrayal and the loss of a dream in to proper perspective and most of all help her to know how safe she really is in your arms. Amen

(((cat))) I will keep you in my prayers this weekend. I know it hurts but it will keep getting better, not I but the Lord promises it will be so. \:\)

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but still I feel specially bad, remembering how stbx deceived me last 4th of July to be with ow

As last night was coming to an end and my brother and I were leaving, we prayed and as we prayed, I was reminded that two years ago on the 4th of July, X had OM come over our house to suppposedly help fix the computer while I took the kids out to set off fireworks. \:o I can't believe I had forgotten about this until just last night.

I knew they were friends but did not know they were having an affair. X was moving out at the end of the month \:\( (she moved out 7/15 instead) but I was still hoping against hope for a miracle. Before the end of the July, he was spending weekends over her place when he kids were with me.Yep, the deception hurts even now BUT we must not allow ourselves to dwell on it.

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how I used to walk in eggshells with a miserable man in my house
been there, done that and who needs it?!

The memory of betrayal will always sting but as we train ourslelves to not dwell in that memory, it becomes easier to take capture of our thoughts.

The life I am now leading is FABULOUS! Absolutely AWESOME!!!! You definitely are on the right path \:\)

Committed2Him- "C2H"
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