Maybe you should run to the bookstore and grab a couple of those books and how to rebuild your life after it's been shattered by divorce. Not saying you'll necessarily get divorced (you never know, your husband could come to his senses), but reading might give you some hope.

This one looks interesting:
http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Married-to-Me/Dayanara-Torres/e/9780451224613/?itm=1

and this:
http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Womansong/Annie-Sharpe/e/9780595247349/?itm=13

You're in my thoughts. Wishing you peace of mind. The holiday weekend doesn't make it any easier...

Big hugs to you.


M: 37
H: 36
Married: Aug 13, 2004
Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008
Reconciled: September 2008
Current: Ambivalence