(((Jon))) I think there is always some pullback when we try to resolve situations in our head. Let's face it, even those of us who are wanting to reconcile our M's do some of that too. It is a self defense mechanism. She is still reaching out to you, and that is a positive thing. Keep it light.
As for the religious aspect, I think sometimes people who are dealing with these complicated issues have forgotten how to have faith and trust. I think that part of it needs to be quiet for now, we are all born with free will and ultimately there is only one who can oversee. This, of course, does not mean you cannot pray, but she may have a different way. It is not all black and white. And, in every religion, there is a certain amount of guilt, and that tends to turn people away.
At any rate, you are still doing great!!!
Lola
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
