I am in desperate need of affection.. a kiss or hug or something... from anyone at this point... I feel so BLAH....
This is how I have been feeling for quite some time. Even though my W is thousands of miles away, I still feel sad knowing that she currently has no feelings for me. I not only miss having affection, I miss having someone tell me "I love you", "I miss you", etc.
It's so incredibly hard waiting to see if the person I have loved for so long is ever going to wake up and shift her course towards reconcilliation. It's even harder knowing that the affection that I am missing is being given to someone else. Yes life really, really sucks right now. I just want the whole thing to be over with one way or another.
