I'm glad you started a new thread. I wanted to post to you but your other one locked up and I wasn't sure if you planned on sticking around.
Things will get better. I think it's vital that you keep yourself busy with other people - especially when the girls are with their dad. The loneliness can be unbearable. Do you have siblings or family nearby?
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence