I'm loaded with work today and can't log in at home!! grr. Just feeling horrible low and want to cry, pray for me C2H, (ok, so it's that time of the month), but still I feel specially bad, remembering how stbx deceived me last 4th of July to be with ow, and now he'll have no one to lie to, can have the whole freaking day with her 'til he has to work.
I have to make peace with ow in his live and my kids life, it's not mostly that I'm (grrr) jelous, is that he was so disgusted about her and now....
Well, I'm sorry for the hijack, but not able to post a new thread yet, plan a few fun things tomorrow with kids. But honestly , looking at how I was before he left last year, yikes! it was horrible! I was looking at old post, and it was just plain terrible how I used to walk in eggshells with a miserable man in my house.
hugs to all)))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
