New to this forum and need help..

[tmarie]

well... another day... I made plans for this evening that do not include H I have not told him yet and I will be out rather late... He is getting curious I think...I was chatting w/a friend online lastnight, he was somewhat interested looking over my shoulder..

He did mention doing something tommorrow but nothing definate... I think I will make plans w/out him... I do not want to wait around wondering if we are spending it together or not... Trying hard to keep busy and keeping OW out of my head which is difficult... Everytime he gets a call or text I think its her...

I am in desperate need of affection.. a kiss or hug or something... from anyone at this point... I feel so BLAH....