I am sorry you are not happy here, I hope you will find happiness elsewhere.
This is your interpretation of my mental state. You are entitled to your opinion. You are in no position to know or comment on my state of mind. Please re-phrase it as such.
I have decided to discontinue posting for the following reasons:
I use to post my raw unadulterated thoughts here for roughly an hour a day as an exercise to identify what issues are in my head that need to be addressed. I practice cognitive therapy philosophies on a daily basis. It enables me to process, detach and exercise good clear headed judgement in the real world.
I find that I am much happier since I have learned to recognize and process the different issues in my life. I take full responsibility for my own emotional state and my reactions to my external environment. I am less reactive in the real world.
If you read my threads - you will rarely find that I raise the same issue twice.
I have decided not to continue to post b/c I feel that the issues I am currently facing are not ones that are amenable to dicussion in this forum.
As for the reapppearing/disappearing threads. I will not be drawn into a he said/she said discussion. I know that truth and you know the truth. That is enough for me. I do not need to argue my case and persuade an entire forum.
I wanted to add religion for the most part is not a big deal to me as long it is not imposed on me.
On the manager/moderator. You are in a position of power and in a leadership position. Most people do not realize the more you move up - the lonelier it gets b/c you have fewer people you can talk to about your work angst. I myself manage what were my peers - and I no longer have the luxury of confiding in them.
Clearly you are qualified to do what you do - I have a phenominal amount of respect for Michele and she would not have chosen you if you were not qualified. IMHO, I think you are uncomfortable and need to gain a little more confidence yielding power - it will get easier with time.
There are many instances where I do not disagree with your position. I simply disagree with the manner in which it was presented.
Now, if you will excuse me - I am off to celebrate my B-day. I will address any other comments you may have tomorrow.
