Help me Act AS IF, Part 7: The Separation

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I'm already hating this whole arrangement. I don't miss H so much as I miss the four of us--eating dinner together, having H around to help. I felt miserable last night, cried for the first time in a long time. I think I keep expecting that H is going to be miserable too and want to make our M work. But that's not happening and I doubt it will.

So, even though I know in my head that our M and intact family is over, it only really sinks in as each day passes.

I need to do some serious GALing to combat this profound loneliness.