Well, I'm fairly uncomfortable with my situation. I fear that staying put, as I have, makes him pity me or dismiss me as not worthy of being loved.
Those are my feelings, so it's more to do with my lack of self-esteem than anything he tells me about myself...but he's not falling all over himself to be with me either.
He told me he was a lot like a character on a Showtime show, Californication...I watched one episode...I don't know what to think about that comparison.
Blows my mind. I guess it's best not to think anything about it.
Married: 25 years Separated: 5 years Kids: 2, ages 21 and 24 Me: 53 H: 50
