I hope and pray that you are coming out of your bad stretch of days. Think positively and do your best to "act as if". Things are going to work out. Just believe. The Lord is working on his heart. I will be praying for that. Do not bury your feelings away. Not that you aren't already, but be concise when you talk to H. Explain clearly and without emotion that you are tiring of doing so much hard work on your own. Be sure to point out that you are grateful for the help when he provides it to you and that you could really use help in these areas:
A - >fill in the blank B - > " " C - > " "
Smile some even if it doesn't want to occur naturally. You have worked hard and you should be proud. Good things are going to happen. The Lord's abundant sunshine will brighten your day. I will be praying for Christ's healing hand to be placed upon you and your family. Delight in the salvation provided for us by Christ. For he alone is magnificent.
