Are there any other out and out introverts out there? Does it feel like when you start telling people about separating that the zombies are closing in?!
One girl in my wider circle of friends who is single, has an idea that we might be splitting up (still not official yet). She hugged me for 2 mins straight the other day (that is a looooooooong time for a hug), wouldn't let me pull away and said I know you are quite independent, but I also know that we are going to be very close friends in the future, and I am going to be able to take care of you like I want to...
Also I finally got around to telling my Pastor and his wife last week, was dreading it. They don't talk very kindly about stbx, mainly because of him leaving the church and the hoohah about him and the other girl in church. So I didn't want to tell them and them to go on and on about how they are so glad, they knew something was up etc. Anyway, in the end they were very restrained about him.
But the wife, who has not had very much contact with me at all since the stbx/girl incident (other than to ask me to look after her children once - sheepishly) is now texting me regularly, wanting details, asking if I am ok all the time... It feels utterly unnatural, and quite frankly I resent the intrusion. I think she wants me to be a complete wreck (which I'm not) and fall into their arms and have them care for me.
It seems people want me to run to them at this time, which would validate them.
Me:36 M:16 D final: 08/09 Ds:10&5 Ss:8&3 Bomb 3xPA 200 sexual encounters 15/06/08
